If you understand that this place is not a home and you are a homeless wanderer
here, a stranger in an unknown land; you have to leave, you have to go... if you
have penetrated that point, if you have understood it, then you don't make a
home anywhere. You become a homeless wanderer, a parivrajaka. You may even
literally become so; it depends on you. You may really become a wanderer, or
spiritually you may become a wanderer.
My own emphasis is not to become literally a wanderer, because what is the
point? Buddha's emphasis was not so; let it be clear to you. Buddha has not said
what to do, whether to follow him literally or not. Millions followed him literally
-- they dropped out of their homes, out of their families; they really became
bhikkhus wandering all over the country, begging. I don't insist on that.
If really you understand then there is no need to do it in such a factual way.
Because to me it appears that when a person does not understand the idea
completely, only then he literally becomes a wanderer; otherwise there is no
need. You can be in the home, you can be with your wife and your children, and
yet remain alert that nothing belongs to you; remain alert that you don't fall into
attachments; remain alert that if things change you are ready to accept the
change, that you will not weep for the spilt milk, that you will not cry, that you
will not go crazy and mad.
To me this seems to be more significant than really becoming a wanderer,
because that is easier. And if there is no home and if you don't possess anything,
then how can you renounce? The very idea of renouncing it makes it clear that
somewhere deep in the unconscious you thought that you possessed it, because
you can renounce only something which you possess.
How can you renounce? Your wife is not yours -- how can you renounce? Your
children are not yours -- how can you renounce? They don't belong to you, so
where is the point to renounce then? You can simply understand that they don't
belong to you; that we are strangers -- we have met on the way, or we have
stayed under the same tree for a few days, but we are strangers.
Understanding it deep in your awareness is enough. My emphasis is to become a
spiritual wanderer. There is no need to drag the body like a beggar; just let your
spirit be that of a wanderer, and that is enough. Don't create bondage for your
spirit.
Osho.
The Discipline of Transcendence, Vol 1
Chapter #3
Chapter title: Only nothing is
23 August 1976 am in Buddha Hall