Y. by Anon Y. Mous Lyrics:
Verse 1:
Every morning I wake up
Wishing that I didn’t
I wish that my life
Could be a little bit different
I wish that I could crack a smile
Grin and laugh once in awhile
But that’s not how this works
Life is a commitment
I wish that maybe once
I could experience bliss
But I’ve never ever fucking felt
Any more upset than this
I’ve never looked forward
To tomorrow or the next day
I’ve never even felt hope
At least not while sober
I wish that I could smoke
Every single day
And if you’re not my dealer
Get the fuck up out my way
I don’t need your bullshit
Your thoughts or your drama
Your opinion is irrelevant
You’re not Dalai Lama
I don’t believe in God
No, I don’t believe in karma
My only belief is happiness
When I drink my vodka
Yeah bottom of the bottle
Shit I did it again
But it’s really hard not to drink
When booze is your only friend
Every night I go to sleep
Wishing for the end
But I ain’t no damn optimist
No, I don’t play pretend
You see cuz that’s the thing
That differentiates you and me
I will never ever tell a lie
Just to be happy
Verse 2:
Life is a cheap ploy.
Do you really believe that we’re free?
What have we come to be?
We’ve been enslaved by society,
We’re our government’s property
So blinded by the dishonesties
You’ve all been deceived
Wait... Can’t you see?
I feel like I’m about to puke.
I feel like I’m about to cry.
I feel like every day I live,
I am living a lie.
I just want to roll over and die.
All I do during my free time
Is sleep and ask myself why:
Why has nature gone awry?
These questions don’t have answers
I need to shut off my mind.
I need to stop wishing that
I could press rewind
All these people say they adore me
Sorry, but I just find
Life unpleasantly boring.
It’s raining, it’s pouring
It’s dawn, it’s dusk.
What’s all the fuss?
It’s all the same thing.
Just with a slightly different ring
I guess I’ll sit back
Puff on this joint
I need to relax
And what’s your fucking point?
Verse 3:
Why do we even live?
Why do we even fight?
Why do we keep ourselves up
All throughout the night?
Am I right
Or am I right?
We all have at least just once
Experienced this plight
Am I right?
We worry about things
That don’t even matter.
But the fact of the matter is
Our lives are a disaster.
There’s genocide and war
The hungry and the poor
Hurricane after hurricane
It’s too much to endure
Both Sandy and Irene
Were tremendously obscene
There is a pretty good reason that
Euthanasia is a thing
This isn’t a dream.
We can’t just grow wings
Though the thought of it does ring
We can’t fly away
Anything else are lies they say
All the deceits they’re attempting to convey
If you wanna have it your way
Just like Grand Master Yoda would say,
“Many sacrifices, you must make”
I’m sitting here while sharpening my blade
My mind has already been made
My hope has diminished to a fade
Outro:
Yes, I’ve done the math
This seems like a pretty fair trade
This thing we humans label as life
Isn’t actually life at all
It’s nothing but a lie we made
The truth is there
But it’s been mislaid
There’s ups and downs of life
Both of which I have weighed
I’ve swayed
So dismayed, I prayed
Masquerade
There’s no going back
Can’t evade
Just delay
Death feels like an upgrade
“Don’t go please stay”
I really could care less about what you say
I cannot allay
People do nothing but betray
12 people have dismayed me
And that’s merely counting today, see?
A disarray, they disobey
But that’s just the human way
In no way is what I’m trying to convey that
Judgement day at this rate is just another Huessein away
Although that’s not too astray
Cooperation is child’s play
We learned this shit in the first grade
Nay, this isn’t supposed to be a cliché
Hey, can you please just stop the foul play
I hope you liked this song,
That’s all I have to say.
Good day.