5/17/2023 - Approximately - 10:47 AM
Subject - "Eli"
Height: 5ft 10 inches
Weight: 200 LBS
DOB: 07/01/2004
NOTES:
1 - I had been sober for approximately a month before this video
2 - I had eaten an apple beforehand, and consumed 125 MCG Vitamin D3, 40 MG of Atomoxetine, and 3 tablets of "Ultra Energy Now" Tablets. All of these things where ingested approximately 10 minutes prior to the bong hit.
3 - The last time that I used Salvia was approximately 4-5 months ago, and the amount combusted was approximately 20 MG of 10x salvia extract.
0:01 - introduction (sorry for talking like a fucking nerd XD).
2:11 - blastoff.
2:40 - I'm gone asf.
3:45 - wtf.
3:54 - clearing my throat.
first 5 mins or so are unintelligable grunts (my feeble attempts at articulating my thoughts while inebriated.) I also move eratically, and remember being worried that the video would stop recording. everything within my field of vision begins to move in a pattern that is undescribable in the english language, I doubt I could explain this experience sufficiently even with a greater understanding of geometry, but I will attempt to explain this sensation now.
4:17 - Essentially, it appeared as if I was stuck in a time loop. I would attempt to move (either to become comfortable or to check to see if the video was still recording, both of which I made numerous attempts to do, all of which failed miserably), and when I thought I had completed a certain movement (IE, moving my neck), it appeared as if my bodily orientation had been reset, and that I had not moved at all (which is true). This effect made it seem like I wasn't really moving my body at all, only that I thought I was moving. This effect was extremely confusing, although i have experienced it a multitude of times. Each of my sense indicated that I was moving, but I was, in fact, not moving at all.
4:10: - Ambatukam!
4:40: - A portion of the background of my computer is visible, and I interpret it as a face, it looks similar to the Tragedy Mask of ancient Greece, but is black.
6:04 - "Ok, I hit play." I say this in response to me attempting to replay my song, even though I utterly failed in doing such a menial task. I later exclaim, 'That's ok" meaning that it is ok that I am unable to replay the song.
6:30 - "I'm really sweaty now... (unintelligle grunts)".
7:10: - "Everything is really heavy... it's going to be ok." I become increasingly sweaty and uncomfortable at this point.
7:40: - I realize that the amount of time it takes to complete tasks which I had previously thought trivial has increased exponentially, I oftentimes am not entirely sure if I am really completing said tasks, or if I only percieve their completion as a hallucination. This, accompanied with the "Time Loops" phenomena previously described, compound to create a general insecurity regarding my ability to move.
7:50: - I look at a painting of a frog on my wall, it morphs in a similar fashion to the following video: https://youtu.be/gkOZfnEbZa4
8:10 - once again I look at my computer screen. I, once again, percieve the exposed portion of my background to be the aforementioned tragedy mask, but it has also adopted the movements that I recently attributed to the frog painting. Strangely, I could still recognize the intricate details of this hallucination, they did not fade away, leaving behind only a shape. This is in stark contrast to my observations concerning the painting.
There is a key difference between the painting's movements and the movements portrayed in the aforementioned video: The charecteristics of the painting did not change entirely, instead, the details of the paitning where simply blurred, and the frog assumed a general shape. It appeared to be in the shape of a frog, and shared many similar features (IE eyes, mouth, fingers, etc.) but the subsidiary qualities of these body parts completely dissapeared (IE the eyes where still visible, and where easily percieved to be eyes, however, they had no pupils, and simply appeared as circles, completely foregoing the details that provide an increased ease of depth perception, and that allow them to easily be recognized as body parts).
Furthermore, each individual body part appeared like it was painted in a similar fashion to the stars in Van Gogh's Starry Night. These body parts not only seemed to assimilate the form of their general shape and to gradually change characteristics, but also appeared to move in a manner that is best portrayed by the 0:50 mark in the following video: https://youtu.be/6PndwgJuF3g
8:15: - I observe my computer screen, it appears to morph in a manner similar to that of the painting on my wall that was observed previously.
8:50 - Check to make sure I am recording, I am able to do this now as I am not experiencing revolving imagery, simultaneously, I am able to move again. I also stopped playing my song on accident, as I turned my phone off.
9:50 - The light above my head is a recessed ceiling light, and the rim of it begins to take on qualities that make it appear similar to human flesh. Upon seeing this hallucination, I turn off the lights to see if I could experience anything different. (The lights in my room are also overwhelmingly bright.)
10:27 - I take off my shirt as I am now able to take actions to accomodate for my heightened body temperature.
11:18 - My celing is a drop ceiling composed of a grid of tiles. in between these tiles is a metal bar, which constitues the framwork that said tiles rest upon. This framework, although it sits behind the tiles, now seems to jut out, and the celing tiles begin to recede behind the framework.
12:45 - I am able to form words and move now, but my cognitive faculties are seriously hindered.
13:50 - I am unable to hear my self, at this point. It seems like with every word I speak, I can only hear what I think I am saying, not the literal sounds that I emit.
14:28 - Sorry guys .
14:35 - I am finally comfortable.
14:40 - Once again, the rim of the light directly above my head assumes a fleshlike form. Simultaneously, the ceiling tiles begin to recede, and the framework juts out towards me.
15:44 - "ya know, it's really nice, being cold" I appreciate the fact that I am no longer sweaty and uncomfortable.
18:06 - check to see that i'm still recording.
20:08 - get dressed again.
21:02 - I am able to drink water.
21:29 - My fatass goes and gets a bowl of icecream, I am curious to see how it tastes.
22:02 - Not really "tripping balls" anymore, but I go to get icecream and let my dog in at this point. I continue to record my experience on my phone.
23:28 - I notice that I chew my food for much longer than needed, it seems as if I forget the fact that I am even eating something.
24:50 - self explanatory/
26:13 - done recording on phone.
26:30 - Begin eating ice cream, the temperature of it seems extremely exaggerated, as it feels far colder than ice cream normally is.
35:45 - I shut my eyes again, and I see a 2 Jacob's ladders that oppose eachother along a vertical axis. each segments falls repeatedly, and each block that falls instigates the falling of the next block, and so on.
45:27 - My reading light appears to be orange, usually it appears to be yellow. I am not able to determine whether this is an effect of the Salvia.
47:23 - BRO/
48:55 - I begin to feel cold once more.
50:58 - Outro/