I gave this game almost everything that I have it feels like I got being chewed up & flavor faded out
Being placed on the back burner & left behind
I remember feeling this way coming up as the years go by
I'm embarrassed I’m chasing the dream I let die giving them mouth to mouth hoping never provides it sucks having no one to play
Orders lines but that history I’m leaving that behind
It’s time to show you what I can do
Show you that I want this show you that dreams come true
Show you that I’m moving & have made mistakes
But my time is now & I feel that more than ever
They say if you haven’t learned now you'll learn never
Means it’s my therapy when our release makes you feel better
I play in the works overtime to make my own
I'm done waiting for my turn you better some room
I spent so much time reminiscing the past some parts get me bitter but most of it I laugh I wonder how I get here where I fell off waiting the hunger go
I put in so much work I have nothing to show
I did have direction now I don't where to go
I'm stressing up I feel exposed bless & fill with hope damage learning to cope
I've been pushing this time to see where we can go
I've been grinding hustling it’s all I’ve ever known
I fought for what I have &
I got the scars to show
I've been patience now the choice is mine
Do I sit here or do what do I prepare for this mouth
I wasted so much time burning every bridge I can find sacrifice friendships, Relationships of all kind
I didn't bat an eye this game is part of my life are still certified Pym till I die
Have you ever wanted something so bad?
You willing to give everything you had
You reach out for help everyone slaps your hand
Frustrated so you started scribbling notes in you path
There's no direction you started to get mad
Your mind body & soul are beginning to clash then you realize this the feel you need to have
@Darkness I Am