DEMONS (2017):
Full of uncertainty
Looked in the mirror
Where's the worth in me
I'm feelin' like there is a curse in me
Just because of the birth of me,
I can't bring out the work in me,
I'm way too anxious, gettin' sick of waitin'
Yo, I lost ALL my motherfuckin' patience
Slow ass progression, this ain't a lesson
This (is) aggression, and depression
and being the CENTER of attention,
Like, WHY does it always have to end up with a question?
Is segregation why I'm dealing with so much repression?
Yo, FUCK your suggestion, I feel like grabbin' a weapon
and shootin' off my intestines, I feel like someone's finessin'
I'm NOT your fuckin' possession, this rappin' shit's all confession
It's the lack of affection that's bringing the disconnection
Too conflicted, I'm feelin' missin', no hugs or kisses, is it?
Boxin' too many demons, I wish that I was dreamin'.
Is this the feeling Pac, Kendrick, and Cole had?
The weirdo of the family, apologies mom and dad.
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TRUTH (2017):
1ST VERSE:
Music's my only way of getting high, and it's the number one source I gravitate towards just to stay alive,
Growing up in Baltimore wasn't the brightest, 'cause I had no guidance, I was never righteous, and for a while I've been feeling lifeless..
Took advantage of all of these opportunities KNOWING that they'll just pull 180s and start screwin' me, maybe this is just new to me,
Maybe people are new to me, always sensing a tragedy, maybe Karma is after me?!
Difficult for me not to lust, no beauty is after me,
It's hard for me to adjust, I'm trapped inside a reality, financially, mentally, and spiritually, it's killing me, 'ciety's always drillin' me,
I just hope that you're feelin' me!
Passionately, I'm writing all of these rhymes so just given a point in time, I can get into someone's mind
Before I get the flatline, I'm slowly losing my mind, consistently on the grind, but I feel like I am losing my shine..
2ND VERSE:
December 18th, my cousin had passed away 4 days before his birthday, I didn't know what to say besides thinkin:
"What was the purpose? DJ was never worthless, chill and humble dude.."
Now the pain has resurfaced!
Money and bullets and women and crackers and all of these factors makes me wanna grab life and smack her!
Due to the lack of lessons, we have limited perception, look at the aggression, the lack of questions, there's no progression!
And observation sharpens the mind, one day at a time, don't sit back and whine, avoid all the swines.
No coincidences, connect the dots, then always intertwine, never compromise for dollar signs or else you'll decline!
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STREET SMART (2018)
Two meanings of street smart, not being stuck in traffic or caught in it.
Your bread, split it, your squad's splitted, you meet ya dead end
Who's your friend, you be the judge or else the judge will sentence you behind bars,
I find it funny how people brag about all the bread that they stack, but they don't have bread stacked in their house for their kids to eat, braggin' about necessities proves to me that complexity of humans is putrid, I'm too fluid. My third eye is viewing
Everything around me, the street culture is too astounding, tweakers and zombies takin' over the hood, it's not good, maybe I should get outta here,
Paranoia and stress has manifested into fear, an ocean of tears
Floods my face, at the fact that children had seen a dead corpse lyin on the concrete, opinions are obsolete, so there's nothin' that's stoppin' me from leaving or believing
That there is a life outside this realm of hell, besides the screamin' and beyond all of the thievin', just know that my neighborhood is invested with hungry demons, the scheming's always increasing. Get new results by running the victim's pockets for pocket change, Pac can change everything if he had just simply descended from above
No one's in love, there's only corruption from the greed, as each seed is growing, society declines, they cross the line of the innocence of the child's mind.
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47 (2018):
Ayo, the beat beater is back it's a trap
I'm still with the boom bap, no trap
i'm bending this beat over, no chance she can clapback
I'm stickin' it in raw, ya'll look like some plastic dolls,
I see ya'll patterns, and ya'll remind me of Saturn
Ya want rings, well, get in the ring. I'll knock you back and forth until you're hearin' nothin but rings,
You lost ya rings like ya Sonic, I'm bringing nothin' but Chronic, you're unpolished and your cadence is piss yellow; Super Sonic.
Stiff as a board, you should walk on a plank.
Before I introduce you to my partner in crime, Plank.
The culmination of the 3 Eds, yo, I do not give a damn anything you said,
Forget the feds, I'm tired of actin' like I'm fed, I'm fed up, this ain't no movie, I'm movin' UP.
Yo, check my conduct, I'm not a product for some sex, money, and weed,
I just wanna proceed and ascend to higher levels, the rebel, the broken child, the pebble, who's always thrown,
his home, dysfunctional, full of tweakers, and boarded complexes, Yo, what's the message, I guess you wouldn't get it,
You're never in my shoes, so keep the steppin' this ain't no lesson. Spotty retrospective, but the flow's radioactive,
Stay away, the pain was so overwhelming when she had passed away,
From what I've been observin', my dad has always been curvin' so really, I'm just a burden.
You see, I wanna learn but it burns like sunburn, concern, I want my turn, my health is taking a turn
No real sense of direction, though what I do is inspiring, so I don't know if the angels are hiring.
Feeling like a nobody, I ain't talkin' 'bout Roxas, though I will say that i've been trapped in too many boxes
but I'm not really in hell or up in heaven, i'm between, 47, a balance, an example of my malice and my good Will,
though I'm not a Fresh Prince, I'm well lit, from any direction, there is no suspension, to my soul, it's restless, no one can contest this, now hear me confess this,
I'm too much of a gifted, wicked, addicted, conflicted child, who's mission's to make you smile, uplifted, i'm vivid, and kinda twisted, admitted it, I also will admit
i'm committed to a lot of women, 'cause I grew up messin' with brats, now the bullets are flying from gats, the tears leak down, the skin color of brown, sometimes likes to make me frown, but no time for that now, I can turn that upside down, my main mission's to make sure nobody's taking my crown. Now, Listen.. understand that I was not kiddin'
and I'm very well aware
that killin' is sinnin'
but you already know that I am a villain
no dissing, only ripping
balance missin',
so I'm gripping the livin'.
Some secrets are hidden
No one is different,
I am no longer chillin'
The end of the beginning.
Thank you for listening.
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LIGHT (2018):
While growing up, we made some rough decisions just to blend in, I'm blending into your soul
'cause I know we both indeed have a goal, to achieve and succeed in our art, see, you've you done your part, now it's time for me to play my part.
Coming straight from the heart, from the start, I could see that you were always in the dark, stuck, Jason didn't give a fuck, so in my mind, I'm like
"Alright, this ain't right, she has a right to have a light within her life.", so I told her how to write to the guy that was busy with Instagram & that Fortnite, rather than healing wounds, he was with the boys figurin' out where to drop, soon.. then the buffoon's 'ship was doomed.
You're a beautiful blossom that has a long way to bloom,
and when we talk, It feels like I'm in a cartoon, you're such a Looney Tune
Our energies & frequencies intertwine like the sun & moon.
Hook:
All I want for you is to grow,
not for show, just fasho'
and your love is showing..
I appreciate it..
Your pain is alleviated. (x3)
Epilogue:
J: I just want you to keep growin', yo.. seriously. That's the most important thing.
I love you.
J's GF: I love you, too.
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H.O.P.E (2018)
Do you wanna fly sky high
or get high to get by,
Take a few seconds, or a minute
then make a decision, depending (on)
the picking, your image is spittin',
your reason for living is from the beginning but it is conflicting
now is it from the hardship, or the heartbreak, you not catchin' a break?
You made a mistake? You don't wanna wait?
So what,
Grow up,
Don't blow up,
Your life is round as a Donut,
Dunkin' the ones that corrupt
You gotta be the one to show up,
To make a difference, 'cause ideas are still up in the air,
Stare into space, understand you work your own pace,
Never debate the bait, it transpires to hate
Believe you can achieve, the goal is in your soul,
You and all your supporters are really what makes you whole
Remain true to yourself, but know you gotta be bold
Acknowledge all of your flaws, now get up out that hole.
Hook:
You just have to remember
that it will not last forever.
I see that you're lacking that H.O.P.E..
You don't have to believe me,
because the fact still remains, my friend, I know that you can HOLD ON,
PAIN ENDS..
that it will not last forever.
I see that you're lacking that H.O.P.E..
You don't have to believe me,
because the fact still remains, my friend, I know that you can HOLD ON,
PAIN ENDS..
Detrimental mental, physical, emotional health,
has often been trending just for the wealth, yet it can take one voice
just to numb the pain, still, you try to kill, but now you have gone insane
Modern slave chains pulling you away,
You have gone astray
Now your brain is strained
'cause you haven't trained
How to make your day,
Restrain the hurricane of thoughts
Overwhelming your system
Yo, you don't wanna fall victim
To everyone that are victims
they're Zombies, yo call me,
Make one misstep, and you will be falling
You don't wanna add on to all the befallen
You still have time to create, don't fall in back in the hole,
You gotta behold all of the gold
That you possess, it is a process, yes,
but life's not a test, it's simply a big guess
On whether or not, you are inviting the right guest.
Take the quest.
Hook:
You just have to remember
that it will not last forever.
I see that you're lacking that H.O.P.E..
You don't have to believe me,
because the fact still remains, my friend, I know that you can HOLD ON,
PAIN ENDS..
that it will not last forever.
I see that you're lacking that H.O.P.E..
You don't have to believe me,
because the fact still remains, my friend, I know that you can HOLD ON,
PAIN ENDS..
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THE DREAM TRAVELER; OUTTA THIS WORLD - KLONOA 2 (2018):
As I take this eventful journey throughout World of Sorrow, you should know that it's guaranteed that I won't be here, tomorrow.
As I clear each vision, the picture's bigger, my 2nd game's a heavy hitter, and the low-low, I know that Lolo really likes me, the flow shows, enjoy the show,
Each vision I traverse is just full of hurt, the way that this will work is when I balance the malice, 'cause throughout all Kingdoms, there are bells, and I gotta rang em,
Tranquility, Joy, Discord, Indecision, I made a decision to help all of the victims, that were ill or killed, I'm outta this world, literally, please do not belittle me because I'm a cat, yo, Tat and Leorina, I would never wanna be ya, 'cause your greed is bleeding, so unfortunately this where I beat ya, I'm done spitting ether, and I am finished with this feature.
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CHECKPOINT (2018):
You know, I thought it was a wrap for all this rappin',
but I'm back and attackin' all of the rats with the advantages
My sense of satisfaction is low, Still got the magic, though.
Black as Mr. Popo, so go 'head and call the Po-po, 'cause on the low-low,
I can see that you're very envious, now it's a crime to be jealous of another, but when you are black,
You know that combo's a no-no, my real eyes realize, you're just a try-hard, see that's the difference 'tween you and me, yo, I try hard.
I'll pop you like Con(Fetty) until you're lookin' like (Wap), you peasants gotta stop.
I'll take your rib cage, use it as an xylophone, now hold the phone.
I'm in my zone, so I expect you to go home. I'm a puppy with a spirit of a wolf, the heart of a lion and the brain of an Einstein
With or without Wi-Fi, I could get the flatline, even when I do die, trust me, it won't be bad, or sad, I've already prepared for my hashtag.
You stupid dogs, ya'll really want me to look bad. Feeling like Eustace Bag, except my chin isn't long (Courage the Cowardly Dog),
I'm Long from Bloody Roar, it's time for the bloody roar, don't care about no fair or foul shots, i'm stealing scores.
Long from your life lookin' black and white, you're lookin' like a Dalmatian; Black and White,
You're just an RPG, I'll walkthrough you; (PKMN) Black & White, a checkerboard with little pieces; Black & White.
You're just a pawn, I'm the King, do not get into the ring, or else you'll be hearing rings in both ya ears
and feeling the fear in your system, your confidence and your pride, why did you risk them?
You tried to get in my shoes, but you can't fit them.
I'm not a Snake, I am Solid, I'm on a mission.
Ayo, c'mon, bruh you see that I have a vision.
You ate an L, so do not play as the victim.
I am raw, you are edited, flow's repetitive,
Understand that you're delicate,
That is why you're not credited.
Get an alternative.
Go get some medicine..
I'm full of adrenaline
Not a Bandicoot, though I'm Crashin' this joint
I've officially ran my course, this is my checkpoint.
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GHETTO MAZE (2018):
VERSE 1:
I serve a higher authority,
so there's no need for you to be informing me
about how much that you have bars for an eternity,
I am assuming that you had never heard of longevity,
but when I think about it, it's not a commonly recipe
and fortunately, I'm not too involved with the rap game,
It's stagnant, I'm not a rap addict, only a black bandit,
That can feel a beat, and just snap at it, learn to crack at it like a crack addict,
Full beast mode like I'm Yugo, while you go, half-beast like Uriko,
Reset
I don't do any bets,
Monopolization's manipulation and lies
are puttin' people's lives at risk,
Bars are sharp enough to slit a wrist,
They'll make you flick of the wrist
I'll put you on my list to get hit and
Throw you in an abyss,
You really wish you could wish upon a star,
And flex about all ya cars
I wanna break the ideology on the people for thinkin' who they are.
HOOK/VERSE 2:
BEWARE OF THE GHETTO MAZE,
IN THE DARKEST DAYS,
THE HOODRATS WANNA COME OUT AND PLAY
THEN BODIES DECAY, THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A REPAY
IT'S ONLY THE PAIN, RUNNING TRAINS, AND SNIFFIN' COCAINE
JUST RUNNING AWAY FROM ALL OF YOUR PROBLEMS,
WHAT CAN YOU DO YOU STOP 'EM,
THE RICHES CONFLICTIN' WITH MORAL DECISIONS,
NO ADDITION, ONLY ADDICTION TO HUMANITY'S SANITY
CALAMITY MAKES INSANITY LOOK LESS OF A TRAGEDY.
VERSE 3:
The man's doper than dopefiends,
You'd be a fool to think I never had a trick up my sleeve
Greed, envy, and jealousy is something I do not need,
The broad's suckin' me off, now she's officially Marceline,
I like my Coco hot, and she just rode on my jet ski
and if you have a problem, you can meet me at FD,
No items or no phones, you cannot put this on IG
It is All Eyez On Me, though I'll make sure U CAN'T C ME
She thinks I'm a refresher, too, I'mma refresh her.
Now let me switch the flow now, this isn't a showdown
Just a hypothetical in case you wanna throw down, and not for my crown,
no lyrical biz, the physical biz, so your body is wrapped up like DiZ or mummies ya dig,
ya dig, I win, ya snooze, ya lose, I always reigned supreme, although I don't even rock it,
I'll chain you to a rocket like my last name's Mishima, nigga.
VERSE 4:
I just got me a 4-for-4 from
a chick that's named Wendy, now I'm not eating anymore
What is it for? Creative juices, since I'm on that verse number 4
I noticed before, that people once thought I was a bore, they continued to snore
Now girls think I'm as good as a s'more, ever since i was born, my lore was meant to score
for the poor, the greatest to ever do it, don't ever try to debate 'em, or history will repeat itself
all you're destined to getting is verbatim.
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FREQUENCIES (2018):
Contentment's only a fraction of what human kind is lacking, you say that you want the peace, prosperity, but you're slacking
on each and every component, don't worry about opponents,
endurance, patience, and tolerance, knowledge is the importance,
Understand that understanding nothing means that you will know nothing,
Every experience is key to know the laws of the universe, every human that's on this earth
is going through lots of pain, all the joy, or in the dirt. The truth hurts, but lies are permanent
Vibrations and frequencies are energies based on every body you walk to, or people you talk to,
Hidden potential everywhere, it's a scare, that burdens are to be cared, whether you care or not,
is irrelevant, who or what you represent will bleed color of truth ahead in time for the youth,
Generations ahead, so instead of just playing an act, you should leave an impact.
CHORUS:
Learn to think ahead, but not of yourself
Repercussions and consequences ripple through time,
Attention's attention, but ask yourself, "what's the intentions"
Question, on how do you wanna grab someone's attention
And more importantly, is there a message within the lesson?
As calamity increases around the individual
Their mental, and their spiritual health is playing an integral
Part within their life, results consist of manipulation and lies, stress and emotions on the fly,
They wanna go back to a time, when they were oblivious, and foundation was at a high,
Although they'd suffer and experience a lot of pain, not a single soul deserves to live with someone with selfish gain,
Or have a deadbeat that's all talk, but doesn't walk, yet likes to walk around the common issue that's in sight,
The insight is that you have to be very aware of those that do care and don't, clear the smoke, so what if you're broke, it doesn't matter, yo.
If they are inconsiderate beings, just let them go. Always stick to creativity and being yourself, battle toxicity, never doubt your abilities or you'll never be great to be.
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D.A.B (Deception's A B!tch) (2017):
J: Deception is the worst weapon, we slaughter our own brethren,
You know, the usual. No life's ever renewable, while we're trapped in a cubicle, pain is often excusable..
???: Sir, excuse me, I'm writing history..
J: You only have one prerogative, I know your main incentive.. and I can feel just how intense it is, it's very clear of what the message is.
History repeats itself, it was well re-written, and extremely well hidden, re-writing the history, aiming for the twins, then, heading straight for the pentagon.
Reducing population, increasing the aggravation, then having these people waitin' at every funeral's wakings.
Power, Resistance, it was this very instant, I started to realize that this was really a mission.
???: Turn on the television!
J: Turn off the television,
let me continue to tell a vision (television) about some pieces missin'.
Get ready for disease control, quarantine homes, combine these distasters to distract them from the matter
While we're at it, let me talk about the predictive programming that was shown off to the masses, just to keep them distracted!
Never a remedy, going on since the 70s, and look at all these TV shows like G.I Joe, reality TV shows, with all these hoes, we're in a dysfunctional hole, we lackin' some soul, where can you go? Where is the goal, huh?
Envy and greed, the biggest enemies up in our face
Envy and greed are the things always taking up space
Envy and greed is the reason why we're never awake
Envy and greed is the reason why relationships break
Envy and greed is the reason why we can't CATCH a break,
Now whether we're in the states, when can we come face-to-face with all of the fakes, that is, if they are even real,
I know that YOU know the deal, it takes SKILL to be REAL.. don't treat life as if it's a bill.
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???: Are you done?
J: *SIGHS*, yep..
*Destruction and chaos continues*