When Love Goes Beyond

When sadness was yet to fill the void in my life he came thru the doors of a kingdom. I was sitting there humming alone to myself  when his words echoed int he emptiness around me  his body  muscular  his face  the face of a season warrior  but it was his eyes that  got to me the sadness much like my own  lived there in the blueness. When he spoke it was to those around me,  I went back to watching the rest of the group talk and laugh at things  I could not see humor in. It was then he spoke directly to me  that moment seemed like the air around us crackled. I happened to look up  and there he was standing beside me with little more than a subtle smirk marring the beauty of his face, His  perfect lips tilted up at the corners as he repeated his words. "My Name is MigCee, a pleasure to meet you." In my mind i thought how much of a pleasure was it , considering i was not a pleasant person in my thoughts but yet i was a princess to the Osiris kingdom, so it was important to act as though i had some semblance of respect for those around me. It was then my sister Dawn walked up wrapping her arms around my neck with her  normal  happiness befitting one younger than me, her cat eyes twinkling at  her mischief making. Instead of introducing myself she  did it for me. "This is my sister LyricaWhisper." As the introductions were made i could do nothing but nod my head slowly and stand, the leather around my legs  creaking from the to fast movement. Sitting my sword on the bar i stood holding out a small hand, my lips  in a straight line  looking down at my baby sister with a frown. Mig looked down at my outstretched hand  curling his fingers around  the tiny hand,  the warmth was like lightening  shooting sparks out when they connected. "It is a pleasure to meet you Whisper," you would think i had become use to my name spoken and yes i was but the way he spoke my name  made my heart beat a little bit faster. Pulling my hand quickly from his grasp i backed up  away from him turning slowly on my heels back towards the door, looking back over my shoulder, I stopped slowly.That is the memory of our meeting. Little did i know this would not be the end for us time slowly passed Mig was like no other man i have ever ran across. He was tall, dark, moody and very handsome, In my mind he was untouchable but i looked up  to him he was someone I admired  and that admiration turned into, something akin to love. We became close friends then lover. Although he touched my heart i am afraid I could never fully capture his. I think somewhere inside of him there is that thought of me there, the time we spent talking, laughing. When I cried he  wiped my tears away and  let me know that i would never be alone. Some people call love one thing  or you love someone when you are with them, My thoughts on love differ, Mig loved me in his own way but it was love even if we did not become a couple. Even now i watch out for him , when i see him my heart thumps but I will never be his woman, instead I will always be beside him as the person he needs me to be as he will do for me. When i knew i could never fully be his my heart  felt like it would crumble, I know now  I am his I will forever be his nothing could ever change that. I have to laugh at myself or my foolish thoughts but I can honestly say I was blessed the day I met him even thru all the pain and suffering I know what true and real love is because of him.