I just want to tell the very last thing I wanted to say for a VERY long time. Take this as my goodbye message since this is the very last time you'll ever hear me speak, so listen closely.
Let's start with a simple one. I am not a part of Russian Community for at least 3 years now (not counting some months I've been there in 2022), therefore, the completion is NOT for the sake of "Making the RC stronger" or smth, no. I'm playing for myself and the completion is, in fact, for myself. I hope that's clear.
Now, I feel like a lot of backlash is going to come down on me and maybe I'll even get cancelled or whatever, but it won't do anything cause I've already quit. At the end of the day, you will be just talking to a brick wall. Still, I'm going to try to be as optimistic and grateful as possible for the overall experience I got.
I'll be honest, it's difficult for me to say that I liked or like the community of this game. Though, frankly, I don't really care anymore. And I'm NOT saying that EVERYONE in the community is awful, it's far from that. But in no way does that change the fact that there are some vile people in the community who act and behave incredibly nasty, because they feel a certain "freedom" in so-called "self-expression" on the Internet. They believe that they won't face any consequences for their actions, so they let themselves loose and say or post whatever they want.
Throughout the years I've been in this community, I've been bullied, put down, harassed, hell, even Discord servers were made to spread hatred towards me, and the list goes on. And I'm definitely not saying that I'm all saint, I've done some really wrong stuff in the past, which I am still very sorry for, and the hate that I've got for that is 100% justified. But it doesn't mean that I have to be constantly attacked and harassed, even with the fact that I stopped doing the wrong stuff.
The last thing I want to mention is the Night Rider drama, which ultimately led me to quit the community forever. The community at that moment showed me their true colors and the amount of disappointment I got was immeasurable. Not only I was targeted by big YouTubers, I was getting death threats for beating a level in a square game, pretty fun isn't it? In the end, I believe that quitting this community for good was the best decision I made in years, it made me a much happier person and made me enjoy life more.
Now, let's get to the positive side of the community. As I mentioned in my YouTube description, I had made some friends that I truly cherish and care for. Not only that, there were people in the community that actually supported me during the times of hate. I appreciate that and I am grateful that I was there with you all.
Well, that's pretty much it. I am once again sorry for all of my wrongdoings and I hope to see you again. Thank you for everything.
- SpirteX